I am Apathetic!
Feeling little emotion unresponsive Void of feeling
Canton Street, Boston 1975 "Photographs From a Lifetime"
I am apathetic! Feeling a lack of interest concern indifferent numb Feeling little emotion unresponsive Void of feeling not susceptible of deep emotion passionless sitting with that sense of emotional emptiness everything feels distant irrelevant emotional disconnect draining it’s not always obvious on the surface but I feel isolated, caught in the depth of emotional distance hard to even know where to begin laying out the weight of emotional void trying to hold onto something untouchable When everything is distant hard to even know where to start is it worth the effort at all just to feel "neutral" It can start to feel like a weight like you’re stuck in a loop heavy emotional emptiness draining irrelevant everything feels too distant, too far away, like trying to grasp something that’s always just out of reach It’s like being caught in a space where nothing seems to matter the effort to care about anything feels like it’s just too much nothing seems tangible starting to feel like a fog that’s hard to see through like you're floating through life just existing in this space say it out loud like you're floating through life just existing in this space say it out loud I’m just sayin!
Oh my, this apartment!
I was feeling like 1975 was a very complicated time for you too.